Jul
16
“I want to be the centre of your world, but I also want to be the centre of his world. And yes, his, too. It’s not that I’m jealous. No. Never that (never admit that). I want you to have fun. I want you to like her. I just really, really want you to like me more. That’s not too much to ask, is it?”
How to not do polyamory: lie about your feelings.
(via sexartandpolitics)
I know the post linked to doesn’t have to do with what I’m about to say, but I feel this way about every guy I have dated in the past. I want them to miss me, pine for me, have me in their hearts for always… “like me more.” It’s selfish, irrational, and immature, but I can’t help but get incredibly jealous when they move on to someone who was much better for them than I was. I want to be everyone’s one-and-only, and that just isn’t how the world works.